Tuesday, February 6th, 2007
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11:22 am
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No car. No hot shower this morning or the morning before. One brutal walk sunday night in -7 weather. I need sympathy. Actually I have been having a rough week, but it hasn't really been affecting me much. I hope my car is just really cold, but I have to get it towed to the shop anyway. Back to bumming rides. Thanks ryan.
-corban
current mood: busy
current music: the national. still
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Sunday, January 28th, 2007
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11:19 pm
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Sledding is still fun. This was recently confirmed by me and my Lansing Family. I can only hope that there are others keeping sledding alive in early adulthood. Although the 2 hours of sledding we did tonight actually turned out to be 25 minutes or so.....I guess its different, but maybe more efficient?
-corban
current mood:  chipper
current music: the national
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Sunday, January 14th, 2007
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7:08 pm
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I want three more days off. I've been working a whole lot lately, and I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. I think this was a good weekend, but I wish I would have stuck to a more basic sleep schedule. I've been sleeping in two and five hour interval for most of the weekend it seems. I dunno I'm just complaining I guess I just wanted to see what people I'm in cahoots with on this thing. I could go to my friends tab I suppose and pull up individual profiles to remember who's screen name is who's. If you read this leave me a comment.
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Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
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12:09 pm - Muzac
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I really like blonde redhead. I'm probably a late bloomer, but I like them. Ryan and I are starting a music project with a new friend here in lansing. His name is jon, neither of us know his last name yet, but we both think he is a great song writer. I'm excited to be involved in something again. I don't think it should be to long before we get enough material together to start playing, but we are still waiting on a drummer.
Has anyone tried this musical diet pill?
It's called Oh Control! They are a 3 piece (wanna be 5 or 6) hailing from Lansing, MI. I just started getting into them, and now I listen to them nonstop avoiding all other fattening musics.
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4:46 am - Small Gaps
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I kind of forgot about this journal. I think I may start it up again. Maybe this time I'll try to have smaller gaps between the entries. To update this since 2004 would take quite a bit of writing. I think for the most part I had a couple years of serious growing up. I wasn't exposed to many painful experiences before hand, but these past two years dropped a few good ones. My parents in late 2004 separated. I never really thought things like this would effect me, and I actually believed it didn't for almost a year after the news. Eventually coming up to the summer of 2005 the court dates for the legal divorce were in place. For some reason this is when I decided to be hurt by the whole thing. Maybe I had thoughts of my mom coming back to her senses, or that I was just not hurt by the idea of my parents being apart. I don't think I always have a reason behind what I'm feeling. In the middle of this family situation I had quit my band the last broadcast for three or four reasons which I don't regret. I sorta changed my whole life's direction in the matter of a month. I was already dating a girl who was soon to become a bit more than that. After only 6 or 7 month we were talking about getting married. I decided to go ahead with it. At the moment it seemed like it was what I wanted to do. I had a lot of comfort in the whole thing, and a great friendship with her. To make this short and avoid telling personal information I was the ruin of this relationship. I was dealing with school, my family, a wedding, work, and lots of anxiety. I try not to regret this although it is an embarrassing thing to tell.... something I'd rather have people read than tell in person. I do think things could of happened differently if it was some other time, but I don't think that really means much of anything. So eventually she came to me with the decision to end the relationship. I was pretty upset but didn't oppose. Eventually I knew it was what probably should happen. Late august I moved to royal oak until january then eventually moved in with my friends here in Lansing. I'm not completely sure what I'm going to draw from these conflicts. I think it most obviously has effected my view on relationships. To think you could marry someone for 24 years and not have it work out for the 25th one. Of course then you have people married for 60 + years until death. I don't think I'm all the sudden scared of relationships. I think I'm scared of hurting people if the relationship doesn't work out. This makes perfect sense to me.
current mood: calm
current music: Pinback
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Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
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4:17 pm
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So I've sold my livejournal for myspace, but I finally came back around to update this journal of mass importance and distinction. The new elliott smith album that I pirated is helping me float through these past weeks. Things have been well for the most part. I did some "carny" work during this month it was to bad and I'm looking foward to the paychecks. I like the fact that I did a job that consisted of me riding in a truck then setting up these big blow up toys for kids. I don't think I'll make the job a frequent thing.... maybe a job here and there. Well I think this summer was a really big mindfuck and I really mean that, but I can see myself getting better everyday.... I really mean that I feel genuinely better about things these days. I feel like my thoughts are aging with better wisdom everyday and the difference between me now and from me in august are two different people. I consider my self to be an extremely blessed person. Hmm... well now that I've vented that opened up a little and confused my readers I'll go.
-Corban
current mood: creative
current music: Elliott Smith
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Thursday, July 29th, 2004
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1:22 pm - howdy
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So if you would like to see the new last broadcast website it is finally up, but on a bigger not if you feel like you would like to see us at cornerstone festival next year or just want to help us out go ot the www.cornerstonefestival.com click on the live coverage banner and then click on the vote for bands link. We only have 31 votes at this point so see you can help us out. Thanks!
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Tuesday, July 13th, 2004
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11:36 am
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Hello.... I'm in New York at the moment TheLB has a couple more shows here but I think we are running to the southern tip of NJ tonight though. All is well the show last night was a bit strange some crazy rock band with a girl/blondie wannabe got her head bashed in by the headstock of there bassist guitar. It was a really bad accident but I think she'll be alright. ok well watch out for our new website should be up soon. www.thelastbroadcast.net
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Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
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10:35 pm - goodbye
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Hey I'm in good health, and in good hands. Greg is my right hand man. I don't have internet at the place I'm staying. So for now I will be saying goodbye to live journal. Maybe I'll make a post 2 weeks from now when I say hello. Yeah somebody post a comment we'll talk.
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Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
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12:29 pm
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Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
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7:38 am - oh man
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So since I'm taking five days off to go up north with my friends I just found out I'm on a 10 day work stretch. I don't know if I'm going to make it I started on friday and still have until this coming sunday.... OH Well I'm going to be all done with my job as of may 20th. I'll be leaving this old pleasant mountain. I wish my stay wasn't so deprived of social activity but it was and grew a disliking towards this town. I'll be happy to go. I'll miss those I'm leaving behind a whole hour away. I'm done see ya.
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Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
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10:13 pm - this is amazing
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Samuari Jack Season 1 is coming out on DVD May 4th! That is going to be a great day because I have work off so I can buy it and watch it. Works out nicely.
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10:05 pm
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I just got back from work and the apartment is destroyed due to ryan and I moving out and ryans many art projects. Moving is the worst all the little crap that you have to pack up it's just no good... ok well for those who don't know my band made the newband showcase for cornerstone this year so thank you to everyone that voted for us. I'm going to go now..... Just another pointless journal entry... I just want to be hip and keep this thing alive!
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Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
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2:08 pm - HELP
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ONLY 2 DAYS LEFT FOR VOTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEW BAND SHOWCASE
VOTE FOR THE LAST BROADCAST PLEASE @
www.cornerstonefestival.com
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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
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1:53 pm - Nickelback is sweeet
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Monday, March 29th, 2004
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11:46 am - MUST VOTE!!!!!!
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Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
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3:05 pm - good morning
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Waking up is not all that great, and I think the internet is boring. Everybody come visit I like company and hate this town. Work is an excuse not to have a band. Having a band is an excuse not to work. Well a real band anyway. One that works:) I gotta go.
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Monday, February 23rd, 2004
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6:40 am - PETE YORN
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So my friend ryan P. hit the big 22 yesterday. He is getting really old.... I don't really have plans for today except for working. Oh but yeah I'll probably just spend the rest of my time by going outside and being awesome and then just doing a bunch of sweet stuff that everybody else just wishes that they could do. Dan and I use to just go out and be awesome together, but he sleeps in a lot and I have been working nights so I just do it by myself now.
So Bob Barker is screwing things up a lot on the price is right these days. It's to bad he is getting really old. I think it's a pretty nice thing that they are keeping him on and not replacing with some new swank younger fella. You go Bob!
One last thing- Conner and I are aren't single any more we're married to ROCK N' ROLL!!!!
current mood:  blank
current music: Iron and Wine- the creek drank the cradle
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Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
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8:17 am
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Happy Birthday to my friend Ryan Conner Germain. He is 19 today!!!! One thing though.... there is a sad side of information I will post. Conner my dear friend has committed internet suicide. His posts will be missed and he'll always be in our hearts.
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Friday, February 13th, 2004
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10:48 am
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So I bought the samuria jack movie on dvd yesterday. It is really really neat. I like it a lot. On a side note..... annoying is what a lot of things are becoming to me. I hope I'm not turning into an ass or some irritable person. Well I don't act on my feelings so I'm probably not appearing to be, but I guess deep down inside I'm really not a nice guy.
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